i had to hurt someone. and that someone meant a lot to me. but apparently, i had to do what i know was right. i know i may sound selfish, but hey, for once, i'll do something for myself. somehow, i don't want to be owned by anybody at all (except God) because it's better to live free without worries and shit. not that i'm against owning. i mean, i find it sweet and all. but somehow, sometimes you gotta figure stuff out on your own. and with God's help, you'll get to where you really wanna go. i just hope my choice was really the right thing. and even if it's right or wrong, i'd still take all consequences, because i know this is God's will.